By Greg Marzullo
When I was a child, my grandmother bought two movies for me:
"Ben-Hur" and "The Ten Commandments."
I was absolutely obsessed with "The Ten
Commandments," and in fact, I still do a mean Nefretiri impression when
pushed. ("They know you as a man of God...but I know you as a
man.") Aside from the pageantry, I loved the parting of the Red Sea,
when all of God's incalculable power was revealed in Technicolor glam.
Imagine my surprise, then, as a child, when the recently
escaped slaves disobeyed God so brazenly, so soon (cue Cecil B. DeMille's
ridiculous golden calf sequence replete with the sins of sensual grape-eating
and licentious piggy-back rides). After all of God's hard work - the plagues
against Egypt, the parting of the sea, the destruction of their enemies - the
Israelites seemed downright ungrateful.
This week's Torah portion, which includes the parting of the
sea and the appearance of manna in the wilderness, highlights the nascent
community's grumblings, but Rabbi Bradley Shavit Artson, writing for
MyJewishLearning.com, points out that miracles never change the heart of a
person. Only practice does that. He writes:
"The shift from biblical to rabbinic Judaism reflects
the growing, divine insight that the way to mold a sacred people lies not in
external miracles, but in inner transformation. That transformation is
accomplished through small, prosaic progress."
This reminded me of a line from the Indian sage Patanjali's
"Yoga Sutras," one of the oft-sited classical era philosophical texts
of yoga. In the text, he's talking about meditation and the integration of
yogic principles into everyday life.
"Practice becomes firmly grounded when well attended to
for a long time, without break and in all earnestness."
The big, Disney-esque moments of a spiritual life are
breathtaking - miracles, epiphanies, communion with God - but perhaps these are
only meant to inspire us to go further, work harder, journey deeper into the
moment-to-moment practice of devotion.
I meditate twice a day, every day, no matter what. If I'm
out, and I have to sit in the Whole Foods cafeteria to get my time in, that's
what I do. I've meditated on trains, planes and in automobiles. Cars have
beeped their horns impatiently while I've meditated in Dupont Circle. Owners
have called off their dogs from running over to me excitedly when I've been in
Logan Circle. Tourists have taken pictures of me sitting on a bench on the
Mall.
Why the commitment? Because as Rabbi Artson points out,
molding ourselves in the image of God takes time, commitment and deep practice.
Even if you're a little unsure about the reality of a divine being, look to
science. Neural pathways run deeply in the brain, and it takes the longterm
practice of another habit in order to eventually render an older behavioral
pattern irrelevant.
In the Torah, Ha-Shem's miracles don't dissuade the
Israelites from responding out of habitual fears. Only the passage of time and,
more importantly, the practice of time, will craft a disparate people filled
with negative mental/emotional/spiritual patterns into people at one with their
God.
It's important to remember that these stories are not just
about some ancient peoples, our ancestors to whom we look as paragons of the
good ol' days when God performed cinematic acts of wonder. These stories are
guides into our own consciousness and of how to experience the miracle of
Adonai within us.
To paraphrase the great yoga teacher Patabhi Jois,
"Practice, and all is coming."
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